28th November 2014
It's 1:24am now, i've done my drawing assignment hooray!
Okay now going to do performers props 6 bow ties & 9 headbands. Guess not going to sleep tonight. I should have my sleep coz im on my medicine and didn't get enough sleep lately too because of the coughing sessions but im all awake need to get those things done. Few hours ago, while drawing my front elevation i got into tight situation with my OC glee club 'M'. Its my fault. After i sent the costume progress report. He wants to see some photos of the work done. In my mind ask how could he not trust me. He should not be too worry about it because it isn't near to the due yet. Few minutes before that, i saw a message saying that performers dresses haven't arrive. The dresses should be arrive today for tomorrow dinner performance. Everyone got a little panic moment. I am panicking too. Because i did say to 'M' days before that i've back up plans if anything comes knowing that online orders are unpredictable. Yes i do have, i already bought clothes and plan to sew a simple skirt for all of the 9 girls. I think it will be easy coz i've Shangkaree lil sewing machine. I ask my partner to set up the sewing machine. Sadly,it isnt that easy. It move but the tread are mess up. So i gave up and i had a little frustration. Thinking how to solve M case and the dresses case and need to finish up my drawing assignment. Then i put a thick face foolish me I reply M i told him i will get the lady gaga costume done before the due date and if not he can vanish his trust to me. Then, i forget about it and i move on to the next message. Discussing back up plans with the girls and praise to the most Highest, they've already think about it. They're going to wear black dresses. So i done my drawing assignments and I move on to make my DIY bowties. While making the bowties, at around 3.15am, i'm feeling a little tired and my mind fly away thinking if i died tonight from brain hemorrhage for skipping my sleep tonight at least i made them bowties. Fortunately,i survived. I done all the bow ties and the headbands i can't manage need to buy double tape tomorrow morning. The glue gun is not helping too.It doesn't stick securely.
P/s- The real thing about my progress report is not much of a work done. I don't know how to show him. Lately, everyone of us in the costume team are busy with assignments, tests because its near to Final exams. And I can't push them too. I just thought if this can't be done now. We will do it after the final exams. I know I should do it before because the task given was on September and the real event is on 18th March 2015. I procrastinated, plus i don't have budget to buy for the costume materials. According to the club we have to use our own money then claim afterwards. If i knew this things is harder earlier, i wish to quit. Money is kinda a big issues for me since i am mostly depending on my partner. FYI my partner is not rich its only that he has a kind heart to help me to further my studies. (Gosh this remind me of my first purpose to go to University, I am not suppose to involve with clubs talking about distraction.) So, I thought i can do the costume when i have my own money on January next year. But that's kinda late eh. However, i've discussed it with M and he did give me RM400 to start the costume that was at the beginning of November. Half of the money already used for the dinner performance RM180 girls/ RM100 boys. Left in my hand, RM 220.
*Now 14/12/14 ,I'm still feeling guilty to sent such message to 'M'. He must be shocked. Although, he explain why he wanted the photos, and at last he gave me a smooch emoticon which is sweet. But damn me im thinking too much. I think it negatively. I wish to say to him im trully sorry. Forgive me.
