IN MY WORLD

OCTOBER 2013
DAY30th
Its finally, Halloween Eve in Crows Xoux Land. I patch and find anything to complete my fine Mother Nature Gown. The story about Pirates in Crow Xoux are quite a legendary. .......to be continue


DAY20th

Everything is breezily in Crows Xoux Land. Rain falls some nights and days. Little sunshine is too generous to shine brightly. My skin are nearly baked now. My thanks to you Sunshine. Leaves greener as ever beautiful flowers not much in Crows Xoux. Everyone is busy to gain every knowledge from their masters. I have electrocuted by their energy I got strung out to be passionate like them as well. In my own space I did laugh a little to see how a lazy bummer dreamer like me can sit for hours in the Corinthians to solve an equation.. Usually, I prefer happily resting my eyes shut and dreams about fairies and neverland than to solve an arithmetic. Eyes roll to the ground looking at my shoes, these torn sole.. I should move Mozart next time. Each day are challenging but I think I have my father strong-will somewhere deep in my blood that somehow help me to survive. Mother of Zeus ! Nine more days to go. Halloween of Crows Xoux Land.  


SEPTEMBER 2013,
DAY 26

I don't know what to do in Crows Xoux land, everything seem bleak. I want to continue my arithmetic building skill measurement in Crows Xoux Palace but I have issues paying silvers for knowledge.There are hard-working masters who by will to teach us there. It's only RM2200 but it is a lot when you have an empty sachet. I asked for my dear strong-will father and mother to help. It hurts when I see how my father struggled to borrow silvers from his dear brother, and some from his partnership. Worst of all for me to see, my caring mother raise to help by borrowing silvers from her sister, and even my cousins are there to lend some silvers. What should could or I would do to pay them back as quick as the days go out and night falls to dawn. I may need hundred days to finally have to pay them back or if luck is on me I hope to meet a Leprechauns and ask for some golds and silvers. It sounds like I'm waiting for the sun to fall on earth . Against any reason, I have to clear out this sadness. Mother poured her heart to me those darn silvers can make men crazy. She spoke the truth. Today is The Seventh day, tomorrow will be the day to pay for my master. I would do my best to find a way to help my parents. My love, my lover and best-friend . He helped me for most silvers including put me into courage to be persistence toward destiny. Whenever, I think destiny is just a smoke fade as they reach to the cloud he is there to put rainbows in my cloudy mind. . He brings me hope. Someday I know there will be a rainbow shine upon to lead me somewhere. However, this is a journey I have to go through before finally seeing my rainbow.