5:02PM
She's a vocalist, she's my sister ;D!
(Jessie in her first band Shine My Silhoutte (Before she's in Versatile recent 2015) in Flyleaf-Broken Wings cover, credit to Calvin Lynn)
When you hear your sister heart to heart talk on the phone with you. About how she feels miserable to her life, and hopeless to reach her dream to study for her master and where she looks her future looking bleak.
Her struggles to her hectic work life, which she is not happy. Working for 8 hours and stand by 24 hours for crew changing book hotel rooms or book flight tickets. She works under an oil and gas company.
It sad to see her feeling sad, because whenever i'm home I sleep beside her and I miss her feeling laid back and chill and we could hang out together. But because of the work she become easily irritated and stressed. Sometimes she cannot sleep at night. I did tell her maybe she could work in a better company with strictly 8 hours of working time. She refuses to think there is a better one outside. I wish i could help her, I love her so much one of the reason she keeps working is to earn money to help my Dad to pay for his car, to help me and my little sister to pay for our loans.
I miss her.
P/S I search for her videos on youtube. Because I know deep in my heart she is the best and she can be the best version of her in the future. Faith.Believe.Hope.
Through the Most Highest in the Universe with all of his Almighty love. My sister's dream will come true. Yayman.
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