1:10AM
(happiest good old days, sisters on vacation for the first time, New Year Eve's 2008)
Gosh I want to SMILE ZALOTT! I'VE BEEN HIDING TO LONG. I Shall take my SHINE BACK!
Okay now i got it! For me to smile back is to find waht makes me feel interested, colors and stars and glitters and funny clothes and contemporary ARTS and vacations with my sisters! But first lemme scratch this rashes off from my face using aloevera mask XD! Im boosted back!
P/S feeling miserable today it is my 5th day before exam day and I only spend an hour to study and the rest eating + cooking + and sitting in front of my screen + laying down on bed in-front of my cellphone screen + calling home + spam my sisters + keep calling mum and Dad how I want to tell them study is hard + I ended sleeping my day off till 8:30pm. Why do I dislike reading and studying? and feeling bad after woke up and uhh yeah feeling horrible of my face covered with rashes and red patches I shouldn't eat that beef pepperoni pizza (im allergy to red meat oh fuuubabboonyzakakakaklaka. damn it,i love pepperoni but attach my puppy sad face here). Extreme de-motivated, before battering too hard on my emotion, then I remember how Jessie told me last Wednesday night how she feels enlighten from Dr. Wayne videos. After watching some on youtube. I am happily back smiling XD weehoo.
:+: Thanks to the Most Highest of the Universe. :+:
Ciao
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