MOTIVATION FOR EXAM? THIS ONE IS TRULY WORKED!

Watch this, i think it's helpful...;')

Point to ponder,

---> '' there are a lot of people that aren't successful in life, not because you ain't got skill but your character isn't right. And i told you this before that if you're not careful this talent that can take you places, that your character can't keep you. So what's your MOTIVE? ....'' 

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P/S this made me cried a little, because I am mad of myself, and how I allowed myself to be grounded following people's dream. Like, the course that i am studying now i did it because i followed what people says, it guaranteed me to have a job.. (but i don't feel into it) but when i have the courage to just go and run to have the course that i really want and deep down i know what i truly want, then i feel puny, i have second thought, I'm so scared what if im wrong? Then i stop to rebel to even grab the opportunity, even when it is just in-front of my eyes. I am being like rather to follow other people shadow why? because i fear of failing, I hate to waste my time but if i don't do what my hearts wants to do, im wasting my time the same thing? Is it? And now i am mad because i can't take my own action, I even ask permission before going or doing something.

Sh*t feeling ever. 

I cried because, why am i so weak..

I used to be strong. I am,....

Iam..

...

ignore it (emotional breakdown takes over on and on and off again. I'll be okay.)

I am strong, i am.

Wish me luck

Fighting.

'' I am determine that i am going to make it. Time for doing.''