SATURDAY (THE 14TH WEEK OF YEAR 2016)

23/04/2016
10:44PM

I've tried a recipe that i was tagged in facebook, and its so delicious ! Potato balls XD

I got the recipe from  https://www.facebook.com/resepisedapofficial/?fref=photo

<3 <3 <3 

8:51PM

 a thing about T-Rex...they are the coolest! This video is awesome!!! (wish to learn this for my kids someday <3 haha )

6:29PM

Have a great Saturday everyone ;'),

 although I should be kinda sappy with the sad news of my two favorite stars Prince and Chyna had gone to meet the Highest past few days ago. May their soul rest in peace and they will be remembered with their beautiful spark on earth. 

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while i am here, 

i went outside finally after a week staying at home,

 despite the hazey weather for groceries.

Legs says it looks like there be a tornado attack here...

haha

ng ''touchwood''

MOTIVATION FOR EXAM? THIS ONE IS TRULY WORKED!

Watch this, i think it's helpful...;')

Point to ponder,

---> '' there are a lot of people that aren't successful in life, not because you ain't got skill but your character isn't right. And i told you this before that if you're not careful this talent that can take you places, that your character can't keep you. So what's your MOTIVE? ....'' 

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P/S this made me cried a little, because I am mad of myself, and how I allowed myself to be grounded following people's dream. Like, the course that i am studying now i did it because i followed what people says, it guaranteed me to have a job.. (but i don't feel into it) but when i have the courage to just go and run to have the course that i really want and deep down i know what i truly want, then i feel puny, i have second thought, I'm so scared what if im wrong? Then i stop to rebel to even grab the opportunity, even when it is just in-front of my eyes. I am being like rather to follow other people shadow why? because i fear of failing, I hate to waste my time but if i don't do what my hearts wants to do, im wasting my time the same thing? Is it? And now i am mad because i can't take my own action, I even ask permission before going or doing something.

Sh*t feeling ever. 

I cried because, why am i so weak..

I used to be strong. I am,....

Iam..

...

ignore it (emotional breakdown takes over on and on and off again. I'll be okay.)

I am strong, i am.

Wish me luck

Fighting.

'' I am determine that i am going to make it. Time for doing.''

  

SATURDAY (THE 13TH WEEK OF YEAR 2016)

16/04/2016

10:30AM

Breakfast time

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8:30PM

I made dinner, yay for homecooked ;')

FRIDAY (THE 13TH WEEK OF YEAR 2016)

15/04/2016

12:00PM

Today was a short story, I went to class early morning for measurement 2, but no one there I suppose yesterday was the last day but I didn't come because I rushed for two assignment submission and decided to skip. Then, my surveying class I went for only an hour. After that, I met Leg and I thought of sushi and going for groceries shopping. So we went to Sushi King here for the first time.

Lucky for us we are one of the 100th customers and we're given these salmon plate for free.

Made our own tea.

 some bites.

My favorite!

And yes my green tea ice cream yesss.

So far it was bargain, so happy! 

XD

GROCERIES SHOPPING

Finally, for some freshiee!

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They have grape fruits!

Giant Supermarket is the best!!

;)

A MOMENT OF SILENCE

Let us all bow down and pray, hope I am strong enough to let it go. In a few minutes more i'm going to format my cell phone with my 3000 pictures inside. Good bye memories goodbye cute photos.
(no tears but my heart is crying !- just like one,Epic Ms.Newyork)

Lesson learned- always save your photos in hard disk everytime, everyday. And do not leave your cell phone memory wrecked hang big time T.T)

I GOT IT NOW

If i want my passion to work, i have to keep on doing it. Until there will be a point where it all falls into the right time and places.

KEEP FIGHTING AND BEAT THOSE BAD THOUGHTS.

13/04/2016
12:25pm
Sometimes I ask why why why ...like why do i feel jealous? why is there hate in me?...why do I have this kind of uneasy feeling eventho I am feeling comfortable. There is nothing about them but why do I compare? I am happy and why do I need to think what people think?....

these feelings,

it's horrible, poisonous, dangerous, and make me ill.

my deep thought says'' you have to fight for the good thought,
Only you and you can hear the good ones whispering behind those bad,
You know the answer.
Listen and trust the good and fight for it.
When the bads trying to rule the mind, keep beating it with good thought.''

That is our assignment,
as a human with feelings and energy and aura...
it is a challenge.

However, the Highest is ever more loving the Highest he gave us tools to help us fighting these depression without these tools we will be a broken machine swaying by rapid corrosive energy .
Therefore we shall be strong.

The tools are there,
is for us
to search it,

it will come in,
PRAYERS
MOTIVATION BOOKS
MEDITATION
MOTIVASIONAL SPEAKERS

Let us be in this loving cloud of good mind.- mangoforlash 2016