11:00PM
About the resit result? Today I went to meet Ms. Lim. Before my turn there are a group of guys talking to her. After they've done. I saw one of the group was a guy who took the resit with me. There are only 6 of us resitting. I asked him if he knows where to get the result. He told me to ask Ms. Lim but he said Ms. Lim told him only one failed. I knew it! It must be me. He offered to help me to ask I quickly refuse and smile it's all good and I shake my hands no no. He laughed and swayed away. I walk to Ms. Lim desk. But we bump face to face at the corner. I put on a sappy face and I say '' I failed.'' She says yeaa with her eyes popping and laughed, because somehow my expression looks funny I guess. I laugh too feeling sorry I surprised her.
I am happy to see her laugh. I don't know why I always feel nervous meeting her. But after i see her laughing I got cheery. Nothing else matter anymore. I'm glad I did my sobbing section done days ago. Ms. Lim being so adorable when she ask me if I want to enroll the M2 and she could help me, the situation was like mummy asking what her precious daughter wants for some treats, an ice-cream? candy? chocolate? I really appreciate it. I kinda want to cry a little..
However, I put on cheery face and directly heading to meet Sir. Kong. Leg was waiting me outside he thought I passed because i was cheery but once again I disappointed him after telling him that I failed. He smiled and hold my paws. I met Sir. Kong the M2 lecturer. I want to let him know about my absence in the class for the past 2 weeks. I thought i can go through the resit with flying colors but I ended up not. Therefore, I have to retake my M2 and i just knew the result today Monday of 3rd week. He says okay, he asks me to go to Thursday class. I says alright.
As I walked away from the room, I saw Sharon and Cheryl ;)
Me and Daniel heading to Mr. Chor. Sharon is also following, she wants to meet Mr. Chor to get his signature for Chinese New Year leaves. But she let us go first. After discussing with Mr. Chor. Unfortunately, I can't get through to take M2 and M3 together because I have more courses left. Therefore, I have to drop M3.
It was heartbreaking but the most overwhelming ever is, Leg decided to drop his M3 and take the subject together with me in the next semester. I feel that is so kind of him. He willing to sacrifice his RM3000 and only got a refund for RM746. Sheila as the course subject consultant, doesn't agreed at first and wants Leg to think twice of his decision because it involve kinda big money. I did told Leg that he has the right to go on for the M3.
But Leg told Sheila that his decision is solid. Because he cant let me alone in M3 group project. He concerned that I can't catch up.
And Sheila proceed.
Sheila sweetly say to me suggesting I should pay Leg back in the future.
Yes for sure, but how sheila says it, made me think it is the cutest thing ever. Thank you to her for understanding.
But Leg told Sheila that his decision is solid. Because he cant let me alone in M3 group project. He concerned that I can't catch up.
And Sheila proceed.
Sheila sweetly say to me suggesting I should pay Leg back in the future.
Yes for sure, but how sheila says it, made me think it is the cutest thing ever. Thank you to her for understanding.
One last thing we have to do, Leg need to meet Mr. Chor to tell him that he drop the subject.
We headed back to Mr.Chor's office. I sit outside, Leg go alone. While, I pray to Holy Spirit and pray everything goes well.
I heard the door closed and see Leg out from the corner with his happy face we hugged.
He say all done. We are so happy!
He say all done. We are so happy!
Really appreciated how understanding Mr. Chor is. Leg feel impressed too. When he went in and told Sir. Sir replied how Leg is so kind and he let him go and ask Leg to ask his group to find replacement for two of us. THANK YOU SO MUCH THE HIGHEST BLESSED MR.CHOR SO MUCH GIVE HIM MORE HAPPINESS SO HE HAS BRIGHTER LIGHT AND THE LIGHT ATTRACT PEOPLE'S LIGHT TOO <3 Praise to the Lord.
As we are heading home, my heart couldn't take it, I burst to tears and hug Leg so tight and kissed him near the staircase going to the Guard house. What he did is the best thing ever and how I really fell deeply touched and wanna cry.
Yesterday, I have the same feeling when my eldest sister Ceecee called up and told me Jane, my best friend have safely gave birth on the 20th/ Jan. And her baby name is Janessa. Me and Ceecee both cry. Her baby name is a combination name of Jane and my name+. But then I stop thinking maybe it just a coincidence. Because it's nearly 6 years we didn't meet each other.
Then Josh texted me in Whatsapp and told me about it and how she cry the whole room when she found out Jane's baby name. Because josh knew Jane really missed me when Josh saw Jane made a collage photos of me and wishing me a birthday wishes on Instagram. Josh wonder about how I feel. I told her I cried so hard too! This is un-bearable overly sweetness and so kind of Jane.
*I am really sorry I ditch all of you girls my best friends. I just don't want you girls to be included in my problem. I know how hard it is like to be a middle person when both of your best friends are in no good condition. I decided to walk away. *
But then me, Ceecee, Josh all laughed out what if we got it all wrong.
Because Jane full name is - Jane Frances James, her eldest sister is Jacinta, her third sister is Joslyn.
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O.O
oww no is it really true?
Oh nooo Im crying again. T~T!!!
FROM THE HIGHEST POWER OF THE UNIVERSE LET JANE AND FAMILY PROTECTED UNDER YOUR GREATEST LIGHT AND LET THEY BE BLESSED WITH ABUNDANCE OF LOVE ,JOY AND YOUR BLESSING ALWAYS.
AND ALMIGHTY FATHER, THANK YOU FOR POURING YOUR BLESSING TO ME BY GIVING ME AN UNDERSTANDING AND CARING COMPANION LEG.
I LOVE YOU.
& I LOVE YOU TO THE GREATEST, MY ALMIGHTY FATHER.
